[A bit confused about the question... but he'll roll with it.]

Yeah I have.

And, I'll tell her soon. [Infamous pause here.] I just don't know how. [And another.] I've been trying since I came back, but what if I leave again tomorrow? Or even before I get to tell her? I've disappointed her enough.

That's why I called you... [And shuts up already cause he's suddenly talking too much about things he isn't supposed to talk with like, anyone... Surprising, even for himself.]